OBLIVIOUS.

I am quite afraid. Endless questions pop on my mind, as I keep moving forward, rushing to whatever is waiting for me at the end. The ever-so-present thought of "but what if it does?" is wearing me down. Hope is dangerous, especially for the weak minded.
My chances are slim, the odds are no in my favor. Yet, I keep on going, facing the world, like a braver warrior. I only want the rain after the storm, no rainbows are needed. I need no superfluous belongings. I demand simplicity. I urge being with her, watching my favorite movie, as she falls asleep in my arms. Although this alone may be worth more than any existing thing on this planet.